A word of a slave never means anything to their drow masters, unless of course the slaves word can hurt a rival and it doesnt even have to be the truth. Am I a slave? Society in the Underdark says I am; Sshamaths laws say I am a servant, and I say I am what I am. I need no title to feel important. This little book, this journal, is a testament to my true feelings on what I can never say aloud and if it is ever found and read my mistress I am sure can find a way to burn it of falsify my wordsand thatthatI would have no other way.
So why write at all? Wellit was a gift from my mistress. When we first met I could not read or write and I talked the speech of the streets. She educated me. I know it was for her purpose and interests, but it was still a wondrous privilege to have access to things that were only reserved for the rich and nobility.
Life is colorful and so I write it down. Truly though I write to keep a documentation down for my mistress. She is an extremely private woman who would never write things about how she feels because it is a weakness in our way of life. She does not even know that I write about her all the time, so why do I if it is against customs and her wishes? Because she has taught me that if you wish to make a difference you must sometimes forge a path away from the same old road. If she should ever forget herself I want her to have this as her pool of memories and show her that she made a difference in my life. She took my insignificance and molded it to importance. Took my daily chores and made them exciting and unveiled my ignorance to bright and shining enlightenment of different cultures and places.
I still am prejudice of many people and their ways though. I am drow and I do not claim to be good or nice. I am far from perfect and my opinion may not matter to many but they do for her.
Who is my mistress? A woman who I will cover in detail when my time alone allows; the name: Xullrae Zauviir. This is only my perspective, but as I am the only one she confides in most often I will relay events and dialog as accurately as my memory can recite the words and commit to parchment. This isnt much of an introduction, but not all beginnings are grand. I just hope Xullrae will not kill me for this, but rather see it for what it is meant.
I am Dilyl her devoted and loyal cohort.
