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Still at it. Nobody will be happier than I when we finally launch. I had to take a week off from working because the stress and the constant haggering of "when will it be done?" got to me.

At this point it'll get done when it gets done, but rest assured whether sweetheart likes it or not it will be launched before 2006 WHETHER OR NOT it's done, I don't care what Mike or anyone else says. because it never will be done, it's contantly updated and frankly I'm darn tired of keeping it secret and in the dark. I want things back to normal. This is driving me FRIGGIN' NUTS! This is a job that I've done the most work on and I'm not even getting paid for it instead I'm paying to keep the old site up and Mike the new one, I can't game and honestly I need to vent. Even Mike at times has been uppreciative of my work, so why continue? Because I've worked too hard on this and dreamed too long of making this campaign great to let anyone or anything make me let go of my goals and dreams, though tust me we have both thought many times to throw in the towel. With a condition like mine though, this project is all I have and everyone wants to feel good about their work and feel like what they've done matters.

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If you are still with me, here are things holding us up for the launch:

My health hasn't been the greatest lately, been depressed and stressed. Not a good combination.

Mike's mom has not been well and has been hard on us both, I love his mom dearly, she's my second mom and a close friend and the only one who listens and understands when I need to vent about Mike.

Mainly we want the boards redone and that is in discussion with a professional who can make a board layout. When the new boards and site are launched I will be making a bugs thread for folks to flood on what needs fixing because with only two people woringk on a site this large there are going to be screw ups.

We are also in the process of getting some pages professionally done for the site as well, and honestly this takes time. We put our effort and sweat in this transfer to make it bigger and better and it darn will be for this long of a wait.

In the mean time, people are free to join the boards and sign up on the waiting list. We WILL be letting new people in if their interviews go well, so those really want to join will do well I'm sure. Just hang in there and leave an e-mail, we WILL get back to all of you eventually, just this transferring is crawling and don't want more added stress of new players and times for gaming right now when we have no time.

I will keep you updated, because if we waited on Mike to say anything we'd die of old age first.